[nano06] a little late.

So I've been throwing the idea I previously mentioned around in my head; proving to myself I can do this-- write the original 50,000 word story that was based around "Unfarmiliar" by the time November starts to give myself some closure on last year. But, when I was throwing it around my mind I came upon one issue;

This story has no set plot. It has several charachters-- one of which I know will die, one of them will betray, and a possible suicide. It started with a fictional drug called "H", and I didn't really know where to go from there. It is a virtually flawless drug that you can't get addicted to, and the only side affect is getting sleepy when you 'come down'. You can't overdose and so on. It starts at a charter school where the main characters meet, talk, and the scared new kid is thrown into the world of underground raves and drugs.

I'm thinking the 'beytral' character is going to tamper with the drug so it'll kill someone without being able to traced and he starts to get ideas and blah blah, they all realize that they're going to be totally fucked if he kills someone because they'll have to rat him out but then they'll get arrested and so forth and so on.

I don't know. I think I'm going with the typical nano spirit and just writing until my fingers fall off and hardly think about how the plot is rolling. THIS IS ABOUT CLOSURE, DAMNIT.

Anyway, that was my desicion. Le w00t. Off to play with photoshop.

[nano06] the unthinkable.

I'm pretty wicked pissed at the moment, boys and girls.

My desktop computer, what I was operating on for NaNo last year was cleaned out by a professional. Unfortunately? He cleaned out everything, leaving basically internet explorer and outlook express. I'm currently operating on Gene, my laptop as a default but uh.

All of my old writing was on there. Now? It's all gone. I want to punch some infants right about now.

I figure since I'm in a wicked "YAY NANO!!1" mood and it's a month and a half away, what I could do was attempt something mildly retarded; re-write my nano project. And seeing as though I didn't even finish it, [slightly over 10k. Fail much?] I figure it's a very do-able thing. If I can finish it in less than a month and a half and have time to plan for this year, then I will inevitably prove something to myself as a semi-writer.

I think I'm just going to do some form of a rough outline of it tonight since I'm wicked tired [just went and saw Haste The Day, whoo!] to remind myself that it isn't just romance based just because I want two of the characters to get together and fall in love in a gay fairy tale romance nature. I think if I can get this done, I'll have some closure with them since I've basically given up on 'The Adoki System'. . . kind of.

So, I guess I'm going to try re-writing 'Unfarmiliar'. . . along with coming up with a better title for it. I really don't know why I really slapped that word on with it.

Off to do some bullshit outline then go to bed.

[introduction][random] Y HULLO, BLOGGER.

I'm pretty sure this is my millionth blogger account, but hey! New one! Hopefully one I won't lose and forget about! Rock the eff on, so, obligatory first journal post. Boy oh boy.

The entire point behind this was a writing journal, sooner or later to be abused by NaNo.

I really need to start writing again, I hate not writing, I feel like a part of me is missing, even if I'm still painting and drawing and stuff, as cheezy as it sounds.

So, once again. Soon to be abused! I'm off to paint, yell at FFXII, and go to bed. Fare thee well, I'll return :]